What it is hoeee

gina_weena @ 2005-05-13T23:44:00

2005-05-14T03:50:32Z

I have soo many pictures I would love to share.. but i never get around to resizeing and updatting them. So I shall either wait till after D.C then update them all, or slowly but surely post them.

So today was a half day.
I walked over to kells then back here laid around all day. we attempted several times to do something but we just never worked up the will power. It was real cute we played in the rain for awhile & I enjoyed it. um went over danes played with corin her and lindz. Then kell left and rather then sit home alone since lenes grounded, kelly is going to her moms this weekend, all the allen park kids had their 8th grade dance, and jess was M.I.A, I decided to hang out with Marty farty. Then jerron came over a little later. They left about an hour ago no im sleepy..

Goodnight!

gina_weena @ 2005-05-11T21:30:00

2005-05-12T01:50:21Z

May May May... Where do i begin! It has been perfect so far and theres soo much to look forward to. I cant belive candle passing is already tomorrow!!! for all of you non weenies its a little like tradition and the 8th graders pass a candle to the seventh graders and the seventh graders pass a flower back to us.. theres a long story behind it and its a big celebration and i could go on but basically its very touching. We've watched people do this like our whole lives, but this time its us, and well its kind of upsetting to me. And then aahhhh we're starting to plan for graduation! and we did our eigth grade highlight sheet and just all this stuff that makes me feel soo special and sad at the same time!! Eeekk washingtons comeing too!! Me Lene kelly and somehow marybeth got in our room. none of us are quite sure how that happened, but its will be fine!!

I could go on forever.. This month promises to be a great one!!!!

Shes fourteen already!! We've come along way from third grade fights over who got to be teacher. From our first boyfriends in fourth grade to our first heartbreaks this girl has been there through it all.. I know people say we share the same brain, I know everyone always calls her Gina and me lene dispite our totall opposite appearences, and I know we are pratically attached at the hip, But Jesus I wouldent have it any other way!!!! I Love you Lene Elizabeth Viculin!! You are my everything and I hope you had the best best best besssssstttt Birthday in the world!!!

gina_weena @ 2005-04-18T21:27:00

2005-04-19T01:49:00Z

O geeez. I was deeply touched by finding neverland. I really dont care how many people thought it was retarded and just pointless. I loved it, it was a piece of art. "Little boys should never be put to bed, everytime they fall asleep they become another day older" for the last 6 months of my life i have been trying to grasp a concept that wasen't really all there yet. and there it is said beautifully. Before spring break i would just lay awake for hours, i really was starting to think i had insomnia. Id think about everything, but never really be able to get anything. Finally, like even before i saw this darling movie i realized that well you cant really always "get" everything.. its the whole point of life. You cant live thinking about why or how that happened because then before you know it youve wasted half of your life on the past rather then living. So I guess what im trying to say is live in the moment! Hold on to all the memories.. good and the bad, they only make you stronger.

Gosh.. what an evolution!

anyways. today was wacky hair and wear or whatever that bullcrap is called. it was nice, i had an extremely fun day. untill the part when i totally forgot about this pope poem thats worth like half of our grade, so she said if i could get it to her before 315 it would count. So i ran to find mommy, she wasent there.. I was gonna run home but choose tryping it out at school would work out better. So i re typed it with a minute to spare and relize it had to be decorated soo i try doing all this shit on the computer and couldent. So just as i was giving up and walked out Miss chidester screams for me to come back.. so i do and she got it to work blah blah, to make a long story short as i was running down the hall at 320 i tripped fell horribley all my book went everywhere and some new family that was being shown around was right behind me just staring at me and chuckling. Might not sound it, but it was quite embarresing.

goodnight loves.. tomorrows like mm sports day!

gina_weena @ 2005-04-17T20:02:00

2005-04-18T00:50:36Z

I havent updated in forever.. so here it goes.

Florida was incredible. I never really get to see my cousins anymore soo being with those to goofs was extremely enjoyable. After 46 hours and counting in a packed car we did get a bit sick of eachother but it was all worth it. I missed my grandparents soo much so it was just the best feeling in the world to see them down there.. I even started to tear up a bit. Bret, dane and me had some of the craziest moments that i will truely never forget!! haha I must Say D is awfully talented at driving!!...You know how people say they had an out of body experience and saw their life flash before them, well i truelly had one of those.. just to say the least! Just laying at the beach and by the pool was soo glorious and these boys we met kept us somewhat company for a few days! I had a blast but it was soo good to get back home and see everyone. It was the longest time away from my parents and lene!! and im not gonna lie it was challenging. So to see everyone right when i got back just felt soo incredibley nice!Theres soo much more to that vacation but I had a wonderful wonderful Spring break and ill just leave it at that

Softball started towards the middle of march. Ive been catching most of the time and playing short the rest. we've all been playing really well this year. Bres been a beast at second and lenes doing awsome at first, and Kara well holy hell her pitching has been soo amazing. she had 13... strikeouts today. coach redwine asked me to be on his travel team this year. and seeing I havent followed through on any of my other options i think i may. but yes so far we're 2-0 and im loving our team

As far as friends.. everythings been just perfect lately. Marty and ben have been over almost every day for like.. well awhile! My jer's here quite often. Jess and joey suda were even over! and like i havent hung out with those two in quite sometime. But basically me kell and lene have been hanging out. Jen and jill have been over alot and im glad because i have missed those girls a ton! and nindz dane corin elaine and even peter and anth have stopped by a few times. sorry i just went on about that but its exciting because i miss the allen parkers!! & its really nice that all us weenies have been bonding alot lately. for more then half of the year alot of people talked about how much they hated 8th grade and i cant say that im not guilty of disliking it at first, but when i look back on everything that weve been through and all the good times its really been a great year.. and geez just as im beggining to love it, its coming to an end.

Boys boys boys.. well i wish i could say i had feelings for any. But sadly i cant. I never do anymore its sad. I mean i had slight feelings for this one, but i am a stupid girl! im glad i realized it would have ruined a good friendship before I did anything stupid. I do really miss the butterflys or the feeling you get when you see that special someone walk into the room. its sounds stupid and sappy, but i used to get those feelings all the time. and i can honestly say i havent felt them once this whole entire year. I guess im in just in sort of a umm drought? except instead of water...its love<3

Me and momma have been gettin along so well. im soo close with her now that shes not working and i love it. we can talk about everything and anything. Shes like my best friend and i love the relationship we have now. Speaking of best friends I cant thank My nay anough for being there for me lately. I know ive been craby and i now we both dont always see eye to eye but shes always there no matter what. whether its for a good laugh or good cry she never fails to be right by my side. and I hope your reading this lene elizabeth because I love You!!

O oo today in confirmation kane like passed out and started having a sesure or however you spell it! it was soooo soooo scary i really thought he was gonna die. hes fine now though! geez i love that kid. and Corin!! ahaha that girl im telling you. she has a lot of balls! I got a really good laugh today when her dane jill and xtina walked in and she was wearing her shirt inside out wrinkled up sweatpants her hair everywhere!! and huge bags under her eyes. come to find out they got like a half hour of sleep and corin just kinda strolled in how she was!

kay well im taking this a little to far. so im gonna stop now soo i dont keep rambling on forever.

gina_weena @ 2005-03-09T15:17:00

2005-03-09T20:22:50Z

This week has been fabulous, ive liked everything about it! well other then the fact that i suck soo much at floor hockey and i never fail to make myself look like a loser in front of everyone. including the select highschoolers that walk by and participate in our gym hour. But i guess I cant complain to much about that. So i shall not bore you, Have a wonderful day..

P.s I have taken on a new passion for grahm crackers, they are my God

gina_weena @ 2005-03-07T16:48:00

2005-03-07T23:28:22Z

do you wear alot of black eyeliner: I suck at putting eyeliner on...therefore i dont
would you label your self as a prep: mm labels who needs um, but if i must YES
would you label yourself as a punk: nope
do you hate posers: its annoying but their the ones making fools of themselves. not me
would you say your girly: yea most of the time
what is your favorite brand of lipgloss: whatever lene decides to bring with her

what is your typical hair do:down either straightened or scrunched, sometimes ponytail

describe your typical outfit: UNIFORRM duurrr.. weekends jeans, shirt, hoodie
do you prefer jeans or a skirt: Jeans

relationships
about how many relationships have you been in: haven't counted. ones that ive really cared about and truelly meant something to me...Two

do you have a boyfriend: nope
do you prefer passionate kissing or simple pecks: depends with who, but most likely passionate kissseeess

do you prefer short term or long term relationships: long term.
brown or blonde hair boys: doesent phase me

tall or short: doesent really, Taller then me though
abercrombie boys or hollister boys:both extremely gorgeous

which celebrity are you convinced your going to marry: ergh i think that would suck.
what is the longest relationship you ever had: 3 months! bllah what can i say im a pro!!

have you ever broke down in tears over a stupid boy: too many times
have you ever been dumped: err once!
ever had your heart broken: deffinatly

ever broke a heart: Id like to think so, it kinda eases the pain

which friend is the..
quietest: Amy/Erik
one with the best skin: joeyy suuuddda!

one who says the funniest things: Lene or Jenny
ditzyest:
most likely to become rich: Jill, off some stupid tuperwear rip off
most likely to be a prostitute: id like to say none
ugliest: They are all boootttyful

most boy crazy: Liizzzobeth

appearence..
eye color: bright blue
hair color: blonde
skin tone: fair
do you wear alot of make-up: coverup, mascara, and lip gloss
do you have highlights: no sir
how often do you get your hair done: trimmed when needed and cut when I need a change

about how tall are you: 5'2
about how much do you weigh: 125ish

would you consider yourself pretty: mm depends on the day

do you feel ugly at times: a huh
do guys give you attention because of your looks: mm sometimes, id like to think its more for my personality though

food
favorite brand of macaroni and cheese: VELLVETTTTAAA

favorite cereal: rice crispys and trix
favorite resteraunt: applebees
favorite diner: perogies
favorite coffe: uggghh donno
favorite ice cream flavor: mint chocolate chip
favorite gum: big red

favorite kind of cookie: chocolate cip

favorite type of food: Mexican, chineese

shopping
favorite mall: 12 oaks, and southland

favorite clothing store: pac sun, ae, hollister, abercrombie
favorite department store: Target
favorite make-up store:well sephora when I have the money, otherwise good ol walgreens
last item you purchased: umm rasberry smoothie from that tropical grill at the mall
last time you were at the mall: yesterday
favorite purse brand: doesent matter, dont ussually carry one around anyways
people you last went to the mall with: jerron and lene

favorite person to shop with: frieeeends, and mother

amount spent on last shopping outing: considering i bought a smoothie and a taco, id say mmm 5 dollars?

right now you're..
listening to: clumsy, our lady peace
watching: nothing
wearing: school clothes still
eating: nothing
thinking: that i should start my homework

talking to: negative

saying: nothing

wishing: I didnt fall for all the wrong people

drinking: wa wa
happy this survey is over: it is?.

ten random things about me
I love singing in church, no matter how bad my day was im happy in the shower, I have an ugly pinky toe, I tan on my roof, ive gotten stuck up there to many times to count, My best friend means the world to me, my mom has three diseases, my dads like 68, i hate when grilled cheese is like all greesy, little things mean the world to me...like pieces of wood!!:)

nine things i want to do before i die
become dubble dutch champion of the WORRLLD. get married and raise a family, laugh and squirt chocolate milk out of my noise, sky dive, jump off a really big cliff into deep water, dye my hair black, try to find the end to a rainbow.

eight places i've been
Canada, New York, Cali, Wisconsin, Indiana, Florida, Pen., umm church??

seven ways to win my heart
Will love giving butterfly kisses as much as i do, smell girl perfumes with me and the mall, say how much you love me in front of anyone, dont get angry if i say something horribley blonde, let me paint your nails, make me laugh, be a good cuddler

six things I believe in
God,Jesus, we should live in the moment, myself, everyone has a soulmate they just might not find them, true love,

five things im afraid of
Death, gettin my heart broken, Prarie dogs!!, end seats, the future

four of my favorite items in my room

Bed!!, Lights,beady things, MY wall thingy that people sign

three things i do everyday
Talk, shower, smile

two people i would like to see right now
Meme..and Pepe

one person i could love forever
My mommy

ONE MORE!!

Relationships:
01. Fallen for your best friend? considering shes a girl..Nope
02. Made out with JUST a friend? mmhm
03. Been rejected? not like asking any body out wise
04. Been in love? not sure, people say you only fall in love once, and im hoping i didnt waste it on him....

05. Been in lust? mm not that i know of

06. Used someone? sadly, once
07. Been used? probly
08. Cheated on someone? nope
09. Been cheated on? hope not
10. Been kissed? heck yes mam
11. Done something you regret? yes

Who was the last person...
12. You touched? joey
13. You talked to? mom
14. You hugged? lene
15. You instant messaged? amanda R
16. Kissed? lene;s cheek

17. You had sex with? too many i cant recall ;)

18. You yelled at? doggy

19. You laughed with? mommy
20. You had a crush on? im ashamed
21. broke your heart? CCCCJJJ

Just questions...
22. Color of your hair? i thought we went over this...Blonde
23. Have tattoos? no sir
24. Piercings? Ears
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? this as well...no
26. Floss daily? cant say that i do
27. Own a webcam? yes, i dont recall where it is though
28. Ever get off the damn computer? yea but im determined to finish this
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? yes please
30. Habla espanol? ce?

General Questions
40. Considered a life of crime? not really
41. Considered being a hooker? uhh no
42.Considered being a pimp? nope
43. Are you psycho? no
44.Split personalities? no
45. Schizophrenic? no
46. Obsessive? no
47. Obsessive compulsive?no
48. Panic? when needed
49. Anxiety? no
50. Depressed? no
51. Suicidal? no
52. Obsessed with Hate? Hate means KILLL
53. Dream of mutilated bodies? uhh deffinatly not
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? pardon me?

55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? at the moment probley somewhere warm
56. What would you be doing? Having funn of caursee
58. What are you listening to? well nothing now

59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? if your in to that kinda stufff!!!!

61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? kangaroo

Currently:
62. Current Clothes: grr you repeat yourself

63. Current Mood: just calm i guess
64. Current Taste: cucumber
65. Current Hair: ponytail

66. Current Annoyance: nothing really
67. Current Smell: left over ccuukkeee
68. Current thing I ought to be doing: hwww duuh
69. Current Desktop Picture: mr rodgers

70. Current Favorite Group: several

71. Current Book: mmm even though im really really far behind i enjoy the diary of anne frank

72. Current DVD In Player: love and basketball
73. Current Refreshment: none now
74. Current Worry: umm the huge research paper

Favorites:
76. Food: pineapple

77. drink: water, or lemonade and ice tea mixed

78. Color: blue
79. shoes: school shoes

80. candy: any kind of suckers
81. animal: I wish this survey would refrain from repeating the same questions

82. movie: jeez a whole bunch, and the moment probley the notebook

83. Dance: a ton on DDR

future
85.What do you want to be when you get older? mm probley a pediatric orthopedic doctor
86. married? later on, but yes deffinatly

87. kids? a wholleee bunch!

88. live? I wanna move to california for awhile, then come back to allen park to raise my family

89. curly or striat? strait
90. boxers or briefs? boxers
91: Reading or Writing: writing
92: Basketball or Baseball: ugggh, probley softball

93: Walking or Running?: um depends on several different things

94: Reading or Writing: wwwwooow!^^

95: Left or Right? right
96: TV Shows or Movies: movies
98: Rap or Rock?: Emoo..rap when im in the moood
99: Day or Night?: night

FIRST
First car: who knows
First funeral: moms friend
First Pet: birdy
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First true love: probley coltin
First enemy: i dont really know
First big trip: Pen.

LASTS
Last cigarette: negative
Last Car Ride: dropping joseph off

Last good cry: mmm last week
Last food consumed: dinner
Last crush: you asked that ddduuuur
Last phone call: jerron
Last time showered: last nite
Last shoes worn: please stop bumhole!!

Last item bought: AHHH
Last annoyance: this survey asks the same thingggsss
Last time wanting to die: never

SPECIFICS
Do you do drugs? no sir

What kind of Shampoo do you use? herbal essences, and pantene
What are you most scared of? probley death
Where do you want to get married?who knows

FAVORITES
Colors: wow blue!!! stop this is frusterating

Sports: basketball, softball, volleyball

Perfume: miami glo, adidas adrenaline
Cologne: curve, and this mj stuff jerron would spray on my all the time!!! gosh that was heaven

HAVE YOU EVER
Given anyone a bath? yes
Bungee jumped? nope
Made yourself throw up? sick no

Skinny Dipped? too many times to count!!
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? attempted
Pictured your crush naked? a huh

ARE YOU
understanding: yes
open minded: yes
arrogant: not ussually

insecure: sometimes

interesting: I think

hungry: no
smart: I get good grades
organized: ugh i try.
shy: nooo
attractive: i assume

bored easily: no
responsible: sometimes

obsessed: no

angry: if theres something worth gettin angry about
sad: not at the moment
disappointed: sorta
hyper: ussually, ive been learning that the hard way!
talkative: extremely

gina_weena @ 2005-02-21T14:24:00

2005-02-21T19:29:42Z

It was good, it was bad...but it was real.

*Everythings been just peachy lately. We won our last game, we're not going to the playoffs of caurse but despite all the loosing it was still a really good season and i loved the girls! The guys are going..and im very proud of those boys! Their last game was exceptional! Last night Lene spent the night. Just one of the ussuall nights I passed out on my moms bed real early, then we woke up and made smoothies okay theres alot more to that story but ill just leave it at that.

Hope all you weenies had a nice winter break.

gina_weena @ 2005-02-17T20:50:00

2005-02-18T01:50:57Z

Okay im ussually not one for these stupid little chain things..but what the hell, it was all true for me

D0 iT 0NE BY 0NE.D0NT L00K AHEAD!
THiS iS LiKE 99.9% TRUE

1) Write the name of a person of the opposite
sex.

2) Which is your favorite color out of red,
black, blue, green, yellow?

3) Your first initial?

4) Your month of birth?

5) Which color do you like more, black or white?

6) Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7) Your favorite number?

8) Do you like California or Florida more?

9) Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10) Write down a wish. (A realistic one).

ARE Y0U D0NE?
iF S0 SCR0LL D0WN.
(D0N'T CHEAT... iM WATCHiNG Y0U... o_0 )
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THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:

Red - You are alert and your life is full of
love.

Black - You are conservative and aggressive.

Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid
back.

Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses
and
affection from the ones you love.

Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:

A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in
your life.

L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum
and your love life is
soon to blossom.

S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and
you will discover that you fall in love with
someone totally unexpected.

April-June: You will have a strong love
relationship that will not last long but the
memories will last forever.

July-Sep: You will have a great year and will
experience a major life changing experience for
the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great,
but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you chose...

Black: Your life will take on a different
direction, it will seem hard at the time but
will be the best thing for you, and you will
be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely
confides in you and would do anything for you,
but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in
your lifetime.

8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:

Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your
love. And you are very reserved.

Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please
people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN
in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday!!

gina_weena @ 2005-02-16T21:49:00

2005-02-17T03:13:08Z

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said "I love you" and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease(as a joke of caurse)
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable laughing fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Called in sick when you were not ill
31. Asked out a stranger.
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier(not the office's but yes)
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run.
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking

45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer

49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job
51. Taken care of someone who was shitfaced

52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied(uhh money doesent make me happy)
53. Had amazing friends

54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe <<<That will be a bold in exactly one year and say 4 months!!
58. Taken a road-trip

59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke(ahaha corn and danne!)
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog

83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business(Lemonade Stand?)
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class.
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married

91. Been in a movie (Silly ones of caurse)
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't
have

94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy

96. Had sex at the office

97. Gone without food for 5 days

98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo(henna)
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children---too many of them these days...
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars

130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being

151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery(well i dont know whats considered major)
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi

171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name (not legally)
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch

185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office (student council?)
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream

192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing game paper-based, not computerized.
200. Been arrested
201. Shot someone
202. Sang a solo in public, while sober
203. Kissed a hummingbird
204. Given birth
205. Eaten some tree-bark
206. Baked your own bread, without a machine
207. Braided the bread
208. Foraged and eaten wild food, and/or used wild herbs as medicine
209. Climbed a waterfall
210. Walked in total darkness
211. Went snorkeling in the Great Barrier Reef
212. Been mistaken as someone of the opposite sex, and they never realized it
213. Had a supernatural experience
214. Performed at a poetry reading

215. Been to a fetish party
216. Been strip searched
217. Gotten a lapdance at a strip club
218. Gotten hate mail from something of yours that had been published
219. Met someone in person who you first knew on-line
220. Cross-dressed
221. Been a resting-place for a butterfly
222. Had more than two novels published.

Took that from amanda!! how i miss that gal. Either some of that stuff was crazy or i havent accomplished much in my 14 years on this planet.

<3.

2005-02-16T00:08:04Z

Friday. Was olympic night. worked that for awhile, then Me, Ben, Lene and Joey decided we would go play the games since its like our last one. Me and joseph were partners and Lene and Benny were. Im not positive but im pretty darn sure me and joe beat them!! Then Me,Lene,Ben,Marty,Phil,Kane,and vinnie came back here. Hung out for awhile..Then vinnie left, Evan showed up, and awhile later Jerron came over. We just kinda layed around. Tried watching dawn of the dead, and the grudge. Ended up watching dirty work. Then around 1230 everyone left. Lene spent the night.

Saturday. Well first off that morning was Hillarious! Me and lene were extremely hyper and ran around my house for a good hour dancing for my mom and being queer. Um then had practice. Then later that night went to the movies with martin,Jerron,Phil,Evan, and kane.

Sunday. woke up felt Horrible!! went to our game anyways. Dont wanna talk about that! then um was gonna stay for the guys game but decided i should just go home and rest.

Monday. Woke up felt extremely worse, stayed home..went to the doctors and spent most of the day on the phone with jerron cuz he was sick. then around 1 lene called me cuz she left school earlier. She said that like 50 kids were missing in the middle school and like 60 in the highschool. Then got a call later from school saying we didnt have school tuesday.

Today i just layed around. Had plans to do something with lene and jerron but those failed. so just layed around and pretended I had a life.

theres something about good ol neener niner that makes me laugh

Kelly and Me

Joseph, Martin, and Niner

Kay soo I get to school early, and we're all just sittin around talking. i went outside for some reason or another and they locked me out. So I start blowing on the glass, and Jake comes up and to try and scare me he like elbows the glass...and it just Shattersss!! It was insanely funny! Now we have this like plastic bendable window in its place.

Okay i look quite discusting.. but lenes eyes are just too funny to pass up not putting this picture in here

gina_weena @ 2005-02-06T17:18:00

2005-02-06T23:49:17Z

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see. For all the joy you brought to my life. For all the wrong that you made right. For every dream that you made come true. For all the love i find in you, I'll be forever thankfull baby, you're the one who helped me up...Never let me fall, your the one who saw me through, Throught it all. You were my my strength when i was weak, you were my voice when i couldent speak, you were my eyes when i couldent see you saw the best there was in me. Lifted me when i couldent reach, you gave me faith cuz you belived. I'm everything I am because you Loved me.

The retreat was seriously by far the best learning experience i have ever ever gone through. Theres really just no way to explain how great it was. I mean all the parents told us it would be a life changing experience, and somthing we would remember for the rest of our lives, and i just thought that was a bunch of bull. But then being there, going through it all.. It just really changed soo much. It makes me wanna just change everything, and take back all ive done and regret. I actually wanna go to church, and i actually get where people are coming from when they talk about "The Holy Spirit." It was just somthing soo soo unexplainable and basically the people that shared in it this weekend are pretty much the only ones who can honestly now how just umm GREAT it was. I know i sound like some holy holy catholic women but it wasent just me, everyone and i mean everyone of us 50 kids felt some sort of very strong emotion this weekend. And i don't mean to be a bore, or upset the people the didn't go, or even people that have gone and dont feel the same way as I and well pretty much everyone i have talked to about this, and im deffinatly not trying to force my opinion on anyone. But it was truelly truelly something that i will never ever forget, throughout my whole entire life.

Some of the many highlights..

Karoke with dane and corin, we deffinatly tore that thing up!

Reading the notes, balling my eyes out but then looking around the room and seeing everyone else in the same position

Healing a broken friendship, that has really been bothering me for quite sometime

Free time!! and just running around that place like madmans!!

The showers!

My roomies! and our wonderful wonderful times that will never leave that dorm!

Breaking down a gazillion times, and haveing the best people in the world to be there for me. Theres deffinatly no feeling like crying uncontrobley and being held by all of your closest guy and girl friends!!

The whole night overall!!

Good ol Xtina!

The luckys

VinnEYE

nay nay looking kinda sad

The happy hats maaaann!

Elizabeth, jess, and amz

O gosh. Joeeey!

Joe page looking sexy

Me and kell..

tehe i love this girl!

Karoke!!

Kell Bell!

Sexy Lepors!

Minus daaane

Lizz and the bunks, where some madness deffinatly went down

Bre and the "grandfather clock" hahahahahahahaha

Me and lene elizabeths bracelets!!

Happy 14th elizabeth

Momma dane and corin.

Me and MP!!

Cornelious and dilly! My harcore rollerblading chickas!

awwww

B--rian

Bre b and miss kelly

Dinner

The birfday gal!

AHAHAHA

Amy Sue

Me and Mr erik

Thats my gal

hehee my jay jay!

Neeener niner and a bit of martin the second.

O dang

My cab Ballas

Hottt!

I love these girls!

Its amazing how much you can learn about yourself in one paper.

gina_weena @ 2005-01-31T21:36:00

2005-02-01T02:42:46Z

Well at the moment I just got home from practice, finishing my english paper, and doing some fag native american research thing. School was exceptionally good for a monday! Highlight deffinatly had to be math..

Me-I hate cottage cheese, it sorta reminds me of of of NIPPLE DISCHARGE
Martin-Wow ewwww shutup!
ME- no i mean like when i mom is breast feeding and theres like a little left over i guess
Marty-SHUTTTUP thats soo gross
Ben-Wait does breast milk have an experation date?
Kel-I donno ask mr. D
Ben- Gina YOU!
Me-Hey mr. D does boob milk have an experation date?
Mr. D- Im not really sure i guess, cuz my wife had to put it in the fridge
Kel-Wait howd she get it out!
Me- uhh im guessing she just kinda squeezed it
Marty- Ewww you know how milk is made out of cow cheese, well could they make it out of breast milk!!

Wow that was totally just for my own enjoyment! but it was deffinatly a sick, yet very very very hillarious class. Uhh then came home was supposed to go tanning and shopping yet fell asleep on the couch with my momma watching oprah! how cute right?

Well im gonna go shower my sweaty self.. Night guys~

gina_weena @ 2005-01-30T19:55:00

2005-01-31T00:55:44Z

TEN people I enjoy the company of in no specific order:

WAY MORE THEN TEN!!

NINE things im wearing:
Cami
underwear
sports bra
pajama pants
Hair tie...? nailpolish?
uhh nothing else
--
--

EIGHT things on my mind:

I miss phil already
We always lose!
i hate thinking about highschool
my mouth tastes bad
Cant frigen wait for the retreat
papas making alot of racket
I really shoulden't start likeing him
Mr viculins name is kim
this new lindsay lohan song im listening to right now is deffinatly cute

SEVEN items I touch everyday:

Hair
lene
keyboard
phone
pen
tooth brush

SIX things I do everyday:

Go on the compooter
call/receive at least 15 calls from the bee eff eff
say somthing very loud and random in class
brush my hair
pray :D
say i love you

FIVE things I want to do before I die:

become a double dutch champ
conquer my fear of prarie dogs!
skydive
bunji jump
say "Ill see you in court!" in a completly neccesary situation

FOUR things I would never do:

cut myself!!
hit my parents
uhh...drink pee?
--

THREE things I think when I wake up:

grr what time is it
I should probley start gettin ready now
Okay maybe now

TWO of my favorite fast foods:

wendys
and taco bell

ONE person I love more than any other:

My mom

gina_weena @ 2005-01-27T21:57:00

2005-01-28T03:12:21Z

Today was alright.. Classes were all screwed up once again, Latoya sat with us at lunch!!shes hillarious. I dont get how im just figuring that out! Then later we got to skip 7th and 8th hour so we could have our big Chinese Celebration since weve been like learning about Asia all year. It was nice ate chinese food, attempted to watch mulan, mingled with the grade..it was nice! Jeef and dane came over later had fun with those to. So overall my day was just dandy then talked to phil for quite sometime, broke down, i just cant get over the fact that hes really moving. Like ive known about this since the beggining of the year but i guess it just really hit me that he is really movie whether i like it or not. Even though he says hes gonna be here everday and we'll still hang out it scares me because thats exactly what we both said when he left cabrini and we still see each other but we never hang out like old times.

Philis, I know you already know that your my hero. but hell whats another "I love you!" I want you to know that ill never forget all of our times... I'll never ever forget the hours of gettin yeld at and kicked outa surmas room, or you always being the only one who understood me and lene, or watching tuck everlasting with you and kane, or having the cops come cause someone just happened to dial 911!!,or snow days playing ddr all day long, or the lansing trip!, or just seeing your little smiling face at my front door everyday! You truelly do have something different about you phil, ive never really been able to put my finger on it but your one of the best ex-weenies,big brother, and best friends a girl could ask for! I don't know why i even bother gettin upset about you leaving cuz we're gonna still see each other all the time, and thats a pinky that cant be broken! I love you so much phil and just goodluck with everything baby

gina_weena @ 2005-01-26T17:06:00

2005-01-26T22:13:46Z

Well havent updated in awhile..

Dont really remember everything thats happened lately
but here are some highlights of last weekend

Tinas Party!!
Basketball games..:/
Watching seth with dane and nindz
Hanging out here with umm corin dane nindz and Jill..my darlings I never get to see anymore, which saddens me!!
Jizzum and me gettin krunked and dressing up!
Almost dying of third degree burns with jeef

This weeks been fine. except for effin MEAPS!! O how i despise those things! But on a better note they are sorta alright because they mess up our scedule and so far we've gotten to miss like 15 classes this week, and no homework which i deffinatly dont mind!

I might update pictures later..

gina_weena @ 2005-01-20T19:56:00

2005-01-21T01:46:27Z

hmm..

School=fine
Gym=The best frigen time of my life
After School= Boring, went to the bank signed a bunch of papers for some reason or another i did however feel quite special! umm then came home did homework and some queer religion project..then watched my girl, balled my eyes out, hell what can i say i live a very eventfull life!! it really sometimes shocks me how great of a day i had!!

O and tomorrow i get to indulge in the wonderful experience of going to the doctors and gettin my throat checked once again for problems!!! im sure they wont do many tests, ill have to go to the hospital for those but I just hate doctors offices they scare me!! HEHE jill still crys when she gets pricked! everytime i think of that I crack up for a good five minutes! i love you dill!

Do this by the way!

Your name:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

Do I smoke:

What was your first impression of me upon meeting:

Color of my eyes:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Do you remember one of the first things I said to you:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?

gina_weena @ 2005-01-19T16:05:00

2005-01-19T21:26:32Z

Hmm I feel very shallow lately..like I have no depth at all to my life if that makes sense. I go to school come home change into pajamas lay around do homework, go to basketball, and then come home and repeat the same long and boring schedule. O add a few basketball games and you have my current life story. My life feels pointless, not that it ever seemed to have a meaning but at least then doing absolutely nothing had a point to it, and it was fun. But now I just kinda never see any of my friends, except lene and jess. And just have a pretty errr what’s the word, Boring...Life. Maybe its not boring maybe its average, maybe its just that before I would run around from thing to thing place to place hanging out with this person and then this person and basically just doing everything non stop because it was fun.. but now I just ponder. I’ve even begun to read in my spare time, that really does frighten me immensely. I’m not gonna blame it on winter either. It’s not the cold wheatear, or the grumpy mood everybody seems to be in anymore, or even the fact that I miss summer o so much, because I know those are sure to return. I guess its just I donno the sudden urge to have no life. Then whenever I try to make plans with people that I usually hung out with every single day the plans either fail horribley or other obligations get in the way. It’s all quite depressing actually..Ohhh Well I guess things are bound to get better and go back to normal. Until then expect very few entries or ones that will most likely bore you.. Or who knows maybe things will shape back up quickly. I’m just praying for a good ol CHANGE

gina_weena @ 2005-01-16T20:11:00

2005-01-17T01:20:23Z

Ive had a fabulous weekend!

friday~Hung out with coltin,trev,and philip for a bit then Nanyner me kara troy and rudy went to the movies coo tina and jesse were there, Coach carter was friken awsome!! then the bee eff eff spent the night, had a fabulous time as always and it was a very nice day

Saturday~Layed around with lene did some hardcore balloon ball over here helped my mother with a bunch of stuff for my uncle who is in the hospital that was rather fun!! then went to practice, after i hurried up went to the movies again with nenifer,paige,jill and alisha and her friend joined us! saw white noise it was scary, not tooo scary but scary

Today..I went to confirmation then had a game..WON! then stayed for a few games and whatched the guys game, they lost it was unfortunate! im sorry boys then went to lenes indoor game, amy was there it was enjoyable! now im back here pondering what im gonna go

SINCE NOOOOO SCHOOL TOMORROW!! I honor you Dr.martin luther king!

gina_weena @ 2005-01-12T21:38:00

2005-01-13T02:54:02Z

I had a very well lets say Emotional day!

School was fine, i mean a few unfortunate events happened but overall it was alright! I got some of my grades for midterms, 99% in social studies!! 95% in math!! and 94% in science!! Im getting like a 3.9! which im very very very proud of! no one belives it though...its not that im not smart i just lack alot of common sense.

Theeenn i was gonna go shopping with mother but i had tons of homework so i didnt. we watched oprah together and they were talking about miracle children and babys that were born beat like all these different odds, and my mom just starts crying and goes You know gean I was never supposed to have children..and i mean i knew thatt before but it never really phased me. And soo she goes plus your father was way older when we were married and he already had three other kids and he was gettin a little old to have children, and of caurse i knew that but just watching all these little babys and stuff really kinda put it into perspective for me. So of caurse I start just balling and then we just hugged each other and i fell asleep. It was indeed very touching.

So then i had basketball which blew soo much!! i caughed all practice and thought i was gonna die, it was really the worst practice of my LIFE! after i came home and my little like pole thing in my closet just snapped in half and all of my clothes poured out so i fall on the ground and just start crying! it was horrible like somthing as little as a closet shouldent get someone that upset but it really did! i guess it was just everything adding up, i dont really know but considering my day i guess it makes sense

gina_weena @ 2005-01-11T16:38:00

2005-01-11T21:55:12Z

For goodness Sake
i think im on the edge
of something new..With you
Shout out, dont drown the sound, ill drown you out.
You'll never scream sooo loud as i wanna scream with You.

Ive been sick for umm awhile.. soo it was nice to get out of the house today! School went really good actually, except for the fact of my embaressing burn on the top of my lip!! im not sure if i mentioned this before but i thought if you put vicks, like the stuff that make you breathe better all around your noise your stuffy noise would go away. So i louded a whooooolllee bunch on two nights ago and i woke up in the morning with this huge big red puffy lip! and not to mention like all under my noise the skin was gone. I guess i put way to much on for way to long and it burnt my skin off! I know Dude...GROSS. so yea that was pretty darn embarressing but i just told everyone the truth and well i got laughed at and went through the whole day with people going hey gean forget to shave?, and man you got something on your lip! or the famous!! woooaaa what is that! To top things off, in english we were talking about reindeer..and i really thought they could fly! like i mean i knew they couldent fly fly but i just thought maybe they could jump/leap really high! so we start talking about reindeer and i go "No man they can fly! dont you remeber that reindeer and the mouse called like Buckweed." mary beth yells wow Gina it was a moose and a squirell and his name was bullwinkel. Kay it was one of those you kinda had to be there moments but i enjoyed it! it was actually one of the highlights of my days! o yes and getting an A on my math Midterm!!:D and I know i did very well on the social studies one.

....Gotta get back to studying. Maybe update later if i feel the need.

gina_weena @ 2005-01-09T15:44:00

2005-01-09T20:58:08Z

Hmm..

Thursday was indeed a snow day! i woke up at 9 called jill went over there hung out with her and Big VAN.. umm watched boobah and mr rodgers for a good part of the morning. layed around there slept a few times on their kitchen floor. shoveled! was a very very fun day made a few mistakes, called a few people i regret calling! but thats okay. i enjoyed it. mmmm jizzum i hope baby jesus is holding up!

uhh friday we had our retreat. that was alright not as good as i expected it to be but i had fun, then I was supposed to go to the j.v and varsity games with jess lene and lizz but didnt feel to grand. watched sum moives with papa krupnak then went to bed.

saturday i started throwing up. which is always pleasant, didnt go to our game. layed around and slept for a good 10 hours.

today ive layed around and watched 50 first dates more times worth counting.
ive had a very eventful weekend! really in my eyes Im blessed to have spent 3 whole days with the tv, toilet, and my parents!

o yes i forgot to add. i might have to get surgery! :O im sure most of you know about my attractive burps and caughing up things i do all the time. the doctor said it was just acid reflex disease and that if i dont eat fast and dont digest spicy or hard on my stomach foods then i should be fine. but it hasent been gettin better soo they say i might have a hyhan---somthing or other--hernia in my throat. i dont really get it. but im supposed to wait a few weeks and if it doesent get better they have to like check it out more or somthing. I doubt anythings wrong at all, i bet i never get surgery buutt felt like mentioning such a cute subject soo all of you can feast on it!!!

gina_weena @ 2005-01-05T16:19:00

2005-01-05T21:28:18Z

So basically my week has been better then expected.

Today consisted of well mostly reviewing and gettin review sheets for midterms!! words can not express how much i hate those things. Then had "isolation" at lunch..but my lene had one tooo so it wasent all that bad. then had part two of this bullying thing, part one was yesterday. gosh i guess that was pretty obvious, buuuuttt it was actually pretty good. i learned alot! umm yea then we had miss polick as a sub for math i didnt really fancy that.

yep soo things are going pretty good! the weenies are well sorta reuniting, i dont wanna get my hopes up but we're all pretty much getting along lately.I must say its quite nice. Tomorrows our retreat!! im excited i really am, it means jeans day, no school, and well crazy people singing about jesus...which in my eyes is gonna be great!

Have a nice day children!..o yes and pray for a snow day!

gina_weena @ 2005-01-02T15:10:00

2005-01-02T20:30:20Z

Well Jenny spent the night on well i forgot which day it was..that was very nice i needed one of our sleepovers! then the next day we had this big plan to go to this expensive resturant with my family we were gonna get all dressed up in old dresses and just be queer, but those plans were destroyed so we ended up just having people over her house. It was grand! had alota fun actually..Then me, elaine, corin, lene, brittany, sara, and christina all spent the night there, me Corin and lainey stayed up talking till 8 then adventually we just crashed in her hallway, i slept halfway off the stairs the whole time. I made a new years resolution to stop making fun of people...that failed two minutes into the new year. soo im still thinking of one! So i had an overall great new years!

mmmm me corin britt and jen

ha...this picture deffinatly makes me laugh Anths a CUTIE

I love that stuff

My Lene! looking mighty happy

I <3 Elaine!

Kaneyyy!

Joseph

Dylan and Britt

Sara and anthony with a happy new years kiss!

Brittan!

Corins a loser and walked around all night with her Shania Twain look

gina_weena @ 2004-12-28T11:48:00

2004-12-28T17:10:38Z

You are Trey!

Which Laguna Beach Cast Member are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Well im deffinatly a dude. but i guess i can deal with trey! i love that man

Kay soo its 12 and i got back from practice a bit ago..very very hard practice im bored and tired soo before i go lay down i wanna do this..i bet youll enjoy it

A is for Age: 14 :D

B is for Boyfriend (Girlfriend):not at the moment

C is for Career (in future): child psychiatrist

D is for Dad's name: John

E is for Essential item to bring to a party: myself!

G is for Good, are you a good student: i get good grades, but i have horrible conduct. i argue to much or sumthing

F is for Favorite song at the moment:Ohio is for lovers

H is for Hometown: Allen Park

I is for Instruments you play: used to play guitar

J is for Job title: umm babysitter

K is for Kids:none

L is for Living arrangement:parents house, of caurse

M is for Mom's name: Sharlene

N is for Number of people you've slept with:too many to count.girls,guys, and even family!;) Sex none

O is for Overnight hospital stays:a lot! when i was little i was really sick alot

Q is for Quixotic (extravagantly romantic, impractical): ill answer when i get that

R is for Relationship that lasted the longest: umm not positive but i think 2 or 3 months

T is for Time you wake up: 7:45

U is for Unique traits:i can fit my whole fist in my mouth if that counts

V is for Vegetable you love: Carrots!

W is for Worst habit: i dont think before i speak nor use common sense soo i basically am stupid alout of times!

X is for X-rays done: i havent counted. but quite alot

Y is for Yummy food you make: umm that stuff I make at jills, with the marshmellow and cherios im not sure what its called but her sister tought me!

Z is for Zodiac sign: Capricorn

gina_weena @ 2004-12-27T23:56:00

2004-12-28T05:11:24Z

mhmmm..so today i basically got up at 12ish pretty darn late from me, but i was on the phone with lindz for the whole night. we had one of our talks, i missed those ALOT! i remember last year we would talk for hours just about everything then we kinda fell apart. im glad we can still have long conversations like that. but theres yet another thing i miss, i tell ya i need counselling for "letting go" i sware i just cant begin to forget. Im just kinda stuck in the past, and it really makes me wonder maybe if i just kinda put those better times behind me id be able to enjoy the present, but i continue to dwell on what things used to be, instead of loving today. I mean theres just soo many good things that have been happening lately and i just cant fulling enjoy it cause i convince myself things were so much better back then.but i guess i just cant get over the fact that lately people have been disapointing me,close friends change i guess i cant help that. one inparticular makes me sick. somtimes i think i forgive him for how much hes hurt me and that i can forget then i just realize i still hate him for everything and dont get why i continue to want things to be the same when he could give a shit about me or my feelings.. o well i guess ill grow, ive been doing alot of that lately.

Well anyways then i went to Taylor Hill with jill paige and jen. Jamie bre and Zack were there we all sleded for hours then I went to burger king with jenny bre and jamie and got hott chocolate!! that was great...packaged mix hott chocolate with you girls!! Couldent have been better, and ahhh jenny found a "frog" or soo we thought soo we chased to up this huge weed patch and were like awwwww a frog a frog!! then we realized it wasent a frog and in deed was a RAT!!! it was eeeewww just sick! but i had a ton of fun!! i love you guys!

im sleepy and have basketball in the morning!! o joy...night dolls